Day by day.
So, O’s are coming to an end. Tomorrow actually. haha. i expected it to be more exciting! - you know, the kind of feeling like, “wow, im finally free”. but hahhh. nah. that isnt exactly what im feeling right now.
You know they always say “If you are bothered by what they (bullies) do to you, it satisfies them. So you shouldnt be bothered. then they wouldnt be able to do anything to you”. Trust me, i’ve tried. It sure doesnt work that often. the part that doesnt work is trying to ignore it.
Yeah, i’ve been through crap. Things that hinder my everyday life because these thoughts linger about in my useless brain. haha. for what? i dont know either. i think its become a routine so much so, i cant get rid of it. now, that sucks.
im trying. trying really hard to not be bothered, to get rid of these people in my life. i think i should quit twitter. it makes me so upset all the time. :l but then again, i feel that if i do so, then it gives them more of a reason to bitch about me. And i sincerely dont want that to happen. :l
It really sucks how i bother so much about what people think of me. why do i need to do so? Why? i want an answer. i really do.
